あかん！: Imperfection is Perfect

Is there standard ordering when I want to use both question mark and exclamation point together? What is the difference between colon and semicolon? How to even use a hyphen? Where should I put commas in a sentence? Do they even matter? 最近気になるから。

I always want to write a perfect writing but I do flaws in the end, either grammatical errors or punctuation mistakes. Both in English and Bahasa Indonesia. Or even in 日本語. As long as we can digest the meaning, imperfect writing has nothing to do with. We don't have to mind them in daily conversation anyway. It's not like the comma, dash, and period should be spoken anyway. We don't say it, "capital H ey comma please throw me that red ball exclamation point" or "capital C an capital I help you comma capital S ir question mark" anyway. We simply say, "hey please throw me that red ball" and "can i help you sir" which will be like, "Hey, please throw me that red ball!" and "Can I help you, Sir?" in the written form.

Anyway, the paragraph above doesn't appoint what I want to say at all. Hahahaha. What I really want to say is ... that now I realized I've written tons of pointless babbles for the past five years. I feel like a teen. I was a teen. I mean, I hate teenagers. I hate myself who acted like a teen. Eh, however I had to pass this stage whether I like it or not. Eh, but I think I liked and enjoyed this stage because I sure acted like a teenager. My previous posts prove it so mockingly. I really want to erase them (I actually have deleted some super-extra-ultra-embarrassing posts) and start all over again. But what's the point? Who do I want to impress? Well, I made mistakes, I was disgusting and silly, but ... no buts. I admit it. Tch.


See? I have an issue with this "being a teenager" thing.