In this world, there is no absolute wrong, there is no absolute right. For me, it is just 'what we feel right' and 'what we feel wrong'. There is nothing in this world that is exactly the same. They either look alike, sound alike, or both. Everlasting is a constructed word created by human/s who is living this fleeting world, created by such creature who will never be able to feel what everlasting truly is.
Then again, is there really heaven? Or hell? If my destiny forced me to go to hell, could I make amend so I could still go to heaven? Or could I just crash the gate? Are archangels and fallen angel real? Who resides in heaven and hell actually? What humans fear for honestly? Death? Hell? Humans themselves?
Humans fight against humans. The God is dead. To be honest, I don't know who has been dead. Humanity or God? ....Or gods?
Almost every country in this world has something they firmly worship and believe. I see Pancasila as a very, very kind, the kindest ideology. It gives freedom, shelter and protection for the citizen. Foremost, unlike the other, it admits God's existence in political life. With millions of people living in this country, some of them forget, occasionally, that this doesn't mean they have to apply religion-based principles in their daily life. The government itself recognizes six official religions. This can be used by some imbecilic creatures to start a war. War can cause deaths. Who can kill humans? Humans.
One day I was on my way home from an xxx-mart. I just bought a pack of wet wipes when I met an old man selling wet wipes, too, offering me to buy one. The wet wipe I bought from the summat-mart was far cheaper. I was about to consider leaving but seeing the old man, a thought of concern crossed my mind then there's a sudden whisper: I don't like Capitalism. Not that I hate it, though. I felt weak, then I left.
Sometime in 2014, I told myself that I'd be a Libertarian. It felt right for me. It feels right for me. Freedom is a very vital, essential thing for my life. I kinda worship freedom. We're free to speak out, to work, to travel, to go anonymously online. We're free to download everything, to upload many stuffs into the internet. We're free to crush animals, to buy a human, to do organ trading, to have sex ... sex trafficking? The 'we're free to do what we want to do' is a famous defender of ... well, some things. So when I did an exploration about deepnet, either went there or joined a discussion on the surface, I found an anonymous surfer that said whatever that happens on the dark web, we can do nothing about it.
Even my favourite thing disappointed me. Human has always been somewhat of animals, and vice versa.
I'm not an expert after all. I still have to read so many books, attend discussions, and all that. But I have one question: how is a proper place for humans? If you know any proper places for humans, an answer for my question, please kindly tell me. Give me an honour to know.
On the playlist whilst writing this: Lullaby by Nox Arcana
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