I'm a normal human who will eventually die. But, if only one of them can fall in love with me, I guess I will die more peacefully.

12. Beberapa tahun ini, saya sedang jatuh cinta sama (re: suka stalking) tiga orang yang gak tau wujudnya kayak apa, soalnya saya kagum sama mereka lewat tulisannya; entah itu dari ketepatan EYD maupun esensinya. :')
34. Bicara soal fakta nomor 12, tiga orang itu adalah seorang role-player Bleach, seorang author di fanciction(dot)net, dan seorang blogger. Hohoho~

... were what I've written for "20+++ Fakta Tentang Saya" on November 19th, 2014. (WHICH has been deleted because now I think it sounds really silly) But when I said 'beberapa tahun ini', I meant it. I really did.

If you read/watch Nana, there's one character named Nana Komatsu who has trouble with having 'falling in love at first sight all the time' habit, isn't it? Well, I have that habit, too. I always immediately fall for a writer who can make my heart beat faster just simply by their style of writing. Sex doesn't matter. I don't mind if the writer is a male or a female. I love them. The writing is all that matters.

This 'seorang role-player Bleach' is one of the writers I love who has been doing role-play on Twitter for almost five years. He/she is really kind yet unreachable. He/she has a countless plot idea for role-playing and his/her style is so impressive. He/she can interact very well both in English and Bahasa Indonesia. I fell in love with his/her writing ideas. 完璧だと思う。I named him/her 'The Flawless One' eheheh~

'Seorang author di fanfiction(dot)net' is a male. I'm quite certain because I have done a research about him. Haha. At first, I didn't believe the fact that despite being a male, he has a damn good writing style with perfect Ejaan yang Disempurnakan (I mean, there's stereotype about that already and I rarely find a male who has a concern for punctuation things). The ideas of his stories are also very clever. I fell in love with the fanfictions he has been writing so that's how I end up loving him this much. I named him 'Blue Rose' eheheh~ Speaking of which, I found a new love I'd fallen for, for almost a year. She's a fanfiction writer, too. This time a female. I reaaaaaaaallyyyyyy love her. She's the best. Hahaha. I call her 'Purple Rose' :3

And lastly, what I do now is blogging so there's no way I don't have my favorite blogger. Hehe. 'Seorang blogger' is the most influential person for me to keep writing. I fell in love with this person's thoughts. I refuse to lose. I want to get better so I can surpass this person ... one day. I can't describe this person any further because, perhaps, this person is too crucial. I named this person 'The Holy One'  or simply 'This Person' eheheh~ (? I clearly know but I won't reveal it here)







I'm a normal human who will eventually die. But, if only one of them can fall in love with me, I guess I will die more peacefully. Like what has been said....


This particular 元クラスメイト is a boy in his 20s who loves to take selfies. Not like I care, though. But, still, this phenomenon (LoL) is quite interesting to be posted here. Well, he added me as his LINE friend about a year ago. I bet he knew my account from 'that' group. When he posted about his 'Weight Loss' and 'Diet Plans' I was like, "Oh, pretty boy. 相変わらずですね。" (Ehhh, however everyone has their own right to do whatever they want to do) I didn't mind at all. 関係ないから。But, when I discovered that he always changes his profile picture, his full face taken by his own, like every single day, I started to get irritated. I mean, you litter on my timeline, idiot.

Apparently, he also loves to share his love-hate relationship shamelessly, at least once a day. If I'm not lucky enough, I have to roll my eyes at his vexatious babble four times a day. It's so damn annoying. Reading those pointless, worthless statuses is a waste of time. I need to stop it. So today I decided to hide him from my timeline. Hahahaha. What a fool I am, I should've done that yearsssss ago.

Oh, oh! I forgot to mention that his grammar really sucksssss. How can he be so confident of every wrong sentence he wrote? But that's none of my business. I know.














This is time for my alter ego..........

Man, he's an actor. Seeing his timeline always keeps me entertained. Good material to be made fun of.











If the said person reads this, sorry, I'm not sorry. This is my opinion. You can give your opinion about me as well. Once again, it's not like I care. Everyone is free to speak out.
大嫌いけどやっぱり大嫌い...じゃない。あたしには関係ないから。でも、そう言われてもちょっと気になちゃった。「This Particular 女」はきれいでボディーがいい。まるでモデルみたい。そんな事なんてあたしはよく知ってる。気になった事はね…「This Particular 女」の態度だ。なぜって聞かれたら一言では難しいww 第一印象は「ちょっと悪そうなところが嫌だ」だった。







つづく


Rise and fall
Silver moon tide erased my foot prints
Then I picked up broken scales
Stuck them to my tail

Ah
If love truly makes you blind
Then I guess
There is no need
There is no need to see
I’ll trade my eyes
So you can see for me

Lulala lulalila
Stay with me
You will never be sad

I
I will embrace
Embrace your bubbles your fluids
And keep you warm

Then
I will squeeze out
Squeeze out your germs your spore your viruses

I
I will embrace
Embrace your membranes your bones
And keep you cool

Then
I will squeeze out
Squeeze out your evil your grim and your woe

Transform myself
Once and for all
Sink into the tub

Reborn
Reform
Twist my legs to one and mind to none

Tell me tell me
What do you see
In the mirror that’s covered in chalky steam
Touch me touch me
Kiss me to sleep
Cut me open and give me gills
So I can breathe

With tweezers and nippers
Trim off my fins
And forever I’ll be yours
I won’t fight or make you cry

Whatever you need
Whenever you need
I’ll be by your side

And then I gave you my eyes
To see all the colours
And then I gave you my ears
To hear all the sirens
And then I gave you my heart
To fill in the emptiness in your chest
And then I gave you my brain
So that you can learn to love

Tell me tell me
What do you see
In the water that’s clinging onto my skin
Cut me cut me
Please make it deep
If I’m covered in scars
Will you look at me

Kiss me kiss me
Don’t leave me be
I’m a bathtub mermaid
I cannot swim but only sing
Just pull the plug
Flush down all our memories
Into the sea




The image doesn't belong to me.
インドネシア人の知らないインドネシア語 or The Indonesian The Indonesians Don't Know or Bahasa Indonesia yang Orang Indonesia Nggak Tahu....

I don't own this picture. I randomly took it from Google because I didn't have time for 撮影 in the bus.


I came up with this thought when I was on my way home yesterday. Oh, I fuckin finished my finals, by the way. Heaven! X3

Alright. Back to the topic, shall we?

Apparently many people in this country can't distinguish the using of 'di' whether it should be combined or separated. In Bahasa Indonesia, 'di' as a preposition means in/on/at and MUST be separated from the following word. For example, the using of 'di' in di rumah (at home). This 'di' can also be combined with the following word if passive voice is the case. Dimakan (to be eaten), dijual (to be sold), and dipenjara (to be jailed) are examples of this must-be-combined 'di'. 

I've learned about this grammar rule since I was in elementary school even. But why do I still see so many errors in using this 'di' in my daily life? Yesterday I went home by bus and because I'm an observer, I enjoyed paying attention to some outdoor advertising and billboard signs along the way. I found so many that said, "DI JUAL TANAH DAN RUMAH" (HOUSE FOR SALE), "TAMBAL BAN DISINI" (TIRE REPAIR SERVICE HERE), and all that. Guys, you wrote them wrong! I'm disappointed. LoL But, seriously, it's disappointing. The first one should be "DIJUAL TANAH DAN RUMAH" and the last one should be "TAMBAL BAN DI SINI" aaakh. The words are all Bahasa Indonesia, you guys are Indonesians, but why couldn't you do it right?

Well, my hypothesis is ... regardless of whether they know the rule or not, spoken language is far more popular and is widespread here in Indonesia, so they give zero fuck about the rule as long as it SOUNDS right.

It also might answer the "all about general lack of interest in reading books" questions in Indonesia (even though I haven't tried to do serious research about the percentage yet, but my feeling says so haha).


HOWEVER



This grammar rule thing doesn't affect people's daily life directly. It has nothing to do at all with some people even. This is simply my personal opinion, my thought. My perspective on this issue may be different from others'. I mean, this is my own space to prattle, isn't it?







Again, I overthought unnecessary thing.